I’m not even saying that to sound egotistical or like a Bohemian hippie. I’m saying it because I’ve yet to meet someone who resembles me even closely. I looked in the mirror at work today and noticed I didn’t look anything like anyone else at work. Everyone at my jobs wears TUNS of make up, has long pretty hair, is super friendly and girly and always wear clothes that shows their body figure. I even wondered why I was even hired in the first place. There is no way I can compete with the girls that I work with. Me on the other hand, I hate wearing tight pants, I ALWAYS have to wear a long shirt that covers my thighs because I absolutely loathe them, I don’t wear foundation and my style is completely different. I enjoy standing out, but not at work. I’ve realize that I don’t enjoy being like everyone else. I wish I could feel “beautiful” without having to wear tuns of make up and tight clothing, but my beauty is authentic. Although I don’t accept myself at times, at the end of the day, I’m happy with who I am and I’m happy I’m not like everyone else. I just hope to find someone in the future who accepts me for who I am, thinks I’m absolutely beautiful and tells me everyday, and someone who isn’t afraid to aboriginal with me.