I’ve never been this alone in life before. The only fucking person I’m living for right now is my girl friend. If we don’t get a fucking place together soon so I can get away from hell, someone’s going to find me fucking dead one day. It’s a shame my life has come to this. I never even post personal shit like this, but all of my friends, are no longer “good friends”, So i have no fucking body to talk and vent to. Alone. Alone I am. Dangerous I am. And not in a good way. Fuck everyone. I’m going to keep faking a smile like I always do and attempt to move forward. When you become so low that you can only cope with drugs and alcohol, that’s a death sentence that’s just waiting to happen. I feel exactly like Demi Lovato did. “I didn’t try to kill myself, but if I died, I wouldn’t have cared”-Demi Lovato. Fuck you reading this too for judging me. I hate you all.