December 5, 2013
Never in my whole life have I tossed and turned and woke up every hour like I did last night. My body is sore, I’ve gained at least 7 llbs ALREADY and before bed, I showered then drank a whole pint of alcohol. Woke up, showered, forgot I showered already, ate some food, and puked everywhere. This is what my life has come to. Now it’s time to fake a smile for my 8hr shift and deal with the bullshit drama that everyone else has in their life. I’m tired of listening to other people’s drama. Your bf is mad at you because you didn’t call him last night? Okay, sorry. Well I’m sure my kidneys are failing and honestly, I give no shits because my life is so shitty that I wouldn’t care if I died right now. But no one ever ask how I am. Time to play doctor Phil.